.Life is a crazy ride, and nothing is guaranteed...
if i were on his shoes…
August 19, 2008 9:30 am dinala ko nanaman si lola sa hospital kase nga follow up check up we wait for like 2 hours and half before sya naasikaso kase ngarag pa mga tao sa hospital…lahat na ginawa inultrasound si lola urinalysis etc etc…were just waiting for the result and kay doc around 8 pm na ata bumalik si doc sa hospital from perpetual because of his mom..then he talked to me seriously he told me that on the the left kidney of lola is already small, the right kidney is still working but there’s a cyst and the infection cause too much already which affects her a lot…the moment i knew it was like i was stuck for minute which i dont know what to react but doc said it would be fine (Hope so)…tapos un lumapit si doc kay lola while im the other side of lola he keep asking lola how old she is? wheres lolo? the he said “buti pa kayo malakas pa mother ko 80 years old na inoperahan namen sa heart, kase may tubig ung heartnya, muntik na nga matigok e” and after that he turn back and grab his hankerchief and he said layo nga ko sa inyo baka mahawa kayo ng sipon ko..after that i told him “doc pasensya na po kayo ang dami namen nandito pero aalis na rin po sila mamaya” then he replied “anong pasensya? walang dapat ihingi ng pasensya buti nga kyo marame ako magisa lang”i really feel sad that time..kahit umuwi na ko naiisip ko pa rin ung mga nangyare..iniisip ko pano kung ako nasa lagay nya pano kung 1 araw kunin na talaga si lola un nga lang maswerte lang ako at marami kame magkakapamilya..hindi ko alam kung matatakot ako o ano pero simula nun sobrang napagisip na ayoko dumating ung mga araw na un dahil kayanin ko man pero mahirap…
