A Friend Wedding

Feb 18, 2012..

I was invited @ Christine Amon - Suing Nuptial and it’s so funny because i remember way back last sem of year 2011 were just talking about getting married and now here she is the newly wed bride.

 It was a simple wedding celebration and most of their guest were there relatives and friends.  Though i wasn’r able to stay longer at her wedding still i was able to witness one of my co faculty / friend wedding…

The moment she walked down the aisle, i felt teary eyes, well maybe because im happy for her but above all, imagining what if im the one walking in the aisle and wearing that wedding dress? oh well, i guess i still have to wait few more years for that to come. :p

It’s always been my dream of getting married to the person i truly love (babe), wearing my elegant wedding dress, with simple reception with delighful meal, a band playing our favorite song while were dancing, and to take our lifetime vows in front of God..

 I used to dream of expensive wedding with a lot of details but now, i realize it is not about the event, it is all about the Love you have for each other. It’s not just a lifetime commitment but a commitment untiln the next life…

 Everytime i attend weddings or even watch on the television or movie it always make me feel envy, but i told myself, I’ll get be married soon…(hoping :p )

Leukemia Strike

Life is really short!

We don’t know when is our time but now i do realized that we have to value, treasure, cherish and love more everyone we know because we don’t know if its the last time will be seeing or be with them…

 October 28, 2010

My cousin Queenie Arquiza died due to Leukemia. No one knows in our family that she already have it. Until one day one of their relatives notice that she really look different. we thought its just a simple Dengue until been weeks and found out that she have leukemia. we already transferred her into 3 hospitals since her family lack of budget too. Been such a painful experience to our family. on that day early 28th of october she feels different and we knew that the result of the bone narrow stage says that she’s already having stage 4 leukemia then most of our family went to the hospital since we knew that her condition is getting more critical too sad but exactly 2:30pm she was declared died. 

November 6, 2010 - Quennie’s Final Destination

we buried her at Tiaong, Quezon Province since that’s her request. Every one of the family break down and up to now still can’t believed that our beloved Quennie past away..

Everyone in the family is really in pain knowing how kind, responsible and sweet she is. Its too sad  to know that because of their  family situation she hide her sickness knowing that their not capable to provide for her medication. If they only have enough money to provide her medication for sure this thing wont happen or we were able to cure her as soon as she have it. but what we can do i guess it only proves how life sometimes is so cruel..

But God has always a reason why things happen  maybe its time for her father to realize all the things he have done to his family, time for everyone to realize how to value each other or maybe its just her time..Painful to accept but that’s what life all about everything we have is only borrowed for our Almight God. Acceptance is hard but better than seeing her in pain….

ate tinay..im gonna miss you so bad..

Still at work earlier when i received a message from ate tinay informing me she’s getting married tomorrow November18, 2008..though i know it before but still i got shocked!

I dont know what to feel… some part of me are really happy for her coz finally at the age of 40 she’s getting married and i know that’s what she want, to be with the person she truly love..but other part of me is so sad i don’t know why? maybe its just that i was too close to her that im afraid ill be losing her..not really losing her but for sure i wont be able to be with her anymore the way we were before..

before we were 4 but now its just me and sep left..well, that’s life….im happy for her coz i know its her dream ever since to get married and have her own family..

 Ate tinay,

 I know you know i do love you from the start up to now..now your getting married nothing will change…you’ll still me my super duper love kong friend.. though part of me really gonna miss you…thought times were together…everytime na tutupad tayo, gigimik na kahit walang pera, makikipagkita sa mga boys naten hehehe, mga naughty talks naten, ang pagpaalam mo ko palagi sa bahay para lang makagala ako, icomfort mo ko everytime na im down or you, sumamba together at magiyakan, mag out of town for the first time  sa baguio na makatabi ka matulog, lahat lahat….sobrang mamimiss kita grabeng miss..masya ko sayo alam mo yan walang magbabago sana ganon ka rin saken…kung sakali mang ikakasal ako wag kang mawawala ha…mahal kita ate tinay sobra…best wishes…and congratulations…

CESS *-* 

if i were on his shoes…

Caregiver??? Hell no !!! hahaha….

everything can happen!

my life is moving slowly right now and i know its time for me to mesmerize all the things ive done in the past…i know its not gonna be that simple but i have too…now i realize that not everything is in your side..everything can happen in a second and in that second i wasn’t prepared…

August 4 monday…im already prepared for my interview but it turn out not so good..there’s some problem with my documents which until now im still wondering how or why is thing happen? ive been emailing back those person whose involved but later on they left me behind…i got so disappointed.  I quit my job as a travel coordinator knowing that im going back to the US this year but unfortunately im not going anymore.(though im really planning to quit my job hahaha).i know i disappoint lots of people but they know i did my best but the problem was not in me..

Now i’ll start everything from the scratch ill try to look for a job again or anything i can have while im still here in manila. but now all i can is SEE YOU SOON niagara falls, new york, florida, la, san diego, sanfrancisco, alaska, philadelphia,michigan, washington and lots more.. hahaha.. crazy!! lol..